Mandy

missmandy @ 2001-08-19T22:47:00

2001-08-20T05:49:48Z

Well I'm back from my camping trip it was a whole lot of fun especially since 15 yr. old hotty Jake was there to keep me company. Nikki stuck with Kyle. It pissed me off cuz sumtimes she'd flirt with Jake when he was very much MY boytoy not hers but it was ok. We had fun I almost got stung by a scorpion I thought it was rubber at first. Well I'm back anywayz and um...I was never really the Dairy keeping typr of girl so I'm just going to stop typing now.

missmandy @ 2001-08-16T00:15:00

2001-08-16T07:15:26Z

I'm cursed I swear to god I'm cursed ok lets recap on M-chan's past relationships.
1. Phil-Major pervert but I liked him anywayz. Had a crush on him for a long while when he finally asked me out we went out for one day then the very next day my best friend Nikki broke up with her boyfriend Kevin. When Phil found out he dumped me and went past me to where Nikki was standing and asked her out. What really upset me was she accepted and went out with him. I had a LONG talk with her which included several bitch slaps and I think one punch and then she swore she'd never let men get between us luckily she has kept her promise and so have I. Yet I still wonder what Phil liked in Nikki more then me...is something wrong with me?

2. Randy. Now I had a crush on him for a long time and he finally asked me out 3 days later I found out he was dating 2 other girls plus me one of the girls he was only dating because she PAID him to!!! I dated a fucking Man whore!!!

3. Cesar. He was a REALLY good friend of mine we always had a thing for each other but I didn't want to mess up our friendship if we went out. Well he asked me out I didn't know what to say so I mumbled yes and we went out for 1 week. I was freaked out and I dumped him that following monday.

4. Randy cleaned up very nicely we had stayed friends and one day when I was helping him get over Crystal who had just broken up with him. We kinda hit it off. The next day our friends bugged us on how much we flirted...I guess since I kept sitting in his lap and he kept saying things our friends kinda figgured we liked each other. So he asked me out. That was so nice he met me after every class and carried my books to my next class even if he was late for his own. He did so many sweet things it only lasted 2 weeks I saw him last on a Friday we hugged and said goodbye. I never saw him after that. I should have know he gave me a note that said I don't know my new number yet. since I asked hin for it. Ends up I had to here from the teachers that randy had been forced to move away taken away from his father who would hit him and shit. He had to goto some kind of child protection place or whatever.

5. 6 Months later I see Randy again. He had grown taller and was SOOOO HOT! We talked for a while and he said he was only visting for a day. I gave him my number and he said "Were still together right? Your still my girl?" I nodded and smiled at him I swear I would have glomped onto him and kiss him to death but my parents were standing across from where we were. Well he left and guess what he never called. EVER I have no clue what happend to him. The only thing I managed to find out was that he has started usuing drugs and was now in a bigger help for children place...

6. At the habor cruise I spent most of my time on the top deck of the boat being held in Cesars arms usuing the excuse taht I was cold. It was in the habor out in the ocean sortof and under a full moon It was PERFECT so romantic. and when we danced I was so pressed against him my breast were smashed lol. Well after an amazing night and graduation and all that. We see eachother again at this meeting thing were both in. My mother drives him home I go see his house and room he's RICH so RICH and sweet and a nice body and all that. He asks me out and this time I don't break up with him in the next week. Things went well until a horrible incident in the kitchen then I ask for a break then when I think he's going to try to make up with me he breaks up with me....

*sniff* does any male love me at all??? Can they even love me damn it! *sniff*

I'm cursed...

missmandy @ 2001-08-14T13:40:00

2001-08-14T20:40:31Z

I thought I'd just add this poem into my journal. I made this poem and It came to mind a few says ago so I thought I'd add it on her for the hell of it. It's very sappy!
It's called "Dancing into different worlds." ^_^

He twirled me upon that cloud of happiness and beauty.
I saw nothing.
Felt nothing.
Smelled nothing.
But him.
He held me close, I could fell his heart beat speeding as fast matching mine beat for beat.
The music played a haunting yet beautiful tune, our bodies swayed insync with the music.
Everystep we took, was together, every move we made, was together.
It seemed as if our minds were so focused on our movement taht it made us look as one.
Yet our minds were far away from any true thinking of that kind.
We had entered a different world, a world that consisted of only him and I.
We were falling deeply into our world when it all turned black, noise filled our minds.
Our bodies and minds broke away from each other as the magnificant tune ended and he slowly walked away.
And once again I am alone.

missmandy @ 2001-08-14T01:24:00

2001-08-14T08:24:38Z

Well I'm sitting here I jsut made the perfect post and damn Kiel-chan isn't online to show it to!!! GRRRR....I hope the slayerswar rpg group, my friends like it I'm not gonna send it out until Kiel approves it but I'm sure he will ?_? I'm proud of my posty I worked hard on it it even has a song for crying out loud! ^_^ well cya later journal thingy,

missmandy @ 2001-08-12T01:42:00

2001-08-12T08:42:45Z

Notes:
*told BoyF needed a break ^_^
*is hungry
*wants a boy toy....not boyfriend! BOYTOY! ^_^
*Wishes I had big black vinal boots (sp?)
*mom is evil and wants me to sleep!
*daddy plays with his computer to much yet its a good thing when we get movies for free.
*my brother is a vampire who lives at home has no job and sleeps all day and rpg's all night. O.o
*At least he has finally gotten a job offer!
*school is gonna start soon I'm kinda freaked.
*wishes summer was longer
*wishes I had David Borenanaz and a real life 22 in my bed RIGHT NOW
*wishes I had magical powers and could blast people to little bits.

Ok im done for now good night!

missmandy @ 2001-08-11T17:58:00

2001-08-12T00:58:09Z

I'm dead tired!!! I went shopping again today and I got some REALLY cute shoes and some more school shit. But when I came home my father mad eme HAND clean the whole damn bathroom Do you know how Horrible it is to clean the bathroom of a 24 yr. male a old man male and a mother and ME! THE BOYS in my family HAVE NO DAMN AIM! *looks at now clean toilet and shivers* it was horrible! I also had to HAND scrub the damn floor my dad made me do it all over again becuz he found a few damn spots!!! GRRRRr I'm so TIRED! Well thats it for now I guess. I'm going to try to be online ok boys if you read this that is I will probably be on late at night as well Aaron so maybe all three of us can talk again...I'm SO TIRED!!!! *growls at bathroom*

missmandy @ 2001-08-11T14:36:00

2001-08-11T21:36:35Z

You boys are starting to scare me...I hope your all calm now. Ya horny bastards. Well I just went shopping today I got some really cute plaid skirts and the black low cute shirt and these black stoocking thingys with my black nail polish and lipstick it should look kick ass especially with my punk style leather jakect or my trench coat type jacket I'll have to expriement with that out fit. We went shopping for underwear and shit to. I moved up a notch in bra size I was a 34/C now I'm a 36/C ^_^ And it's not to big for my size I'm just right! I'm happy bout taht but I hope I don't get any bigger for a while otherwise I have a problem damn puerto rican genes I guess they must have had some big stuff or sumtin. Well I need to get knee high vinal boots black or red. and I want to get my ears peirced a 3rd time maybe a belly ring I don't know. I'll have to ask the boys what they think. I'm not asking my dumb ass boyfriend like HE knows whats in style ...dumb jocks... Anyways damn this is longer then I thought well I'm gonna finish eating my late lunch now. Oh yea I have to babysit the evil brats tomarrow and now I have to share the money with Nikki Damn it! only 10$ for 6 kids this sucks! welll cyz journal thingy! I'll write in you again later tonight. ^_^

missmandy @ 2001-08-11T03:11:00

2001-08-11T10:12:10Z

Ok so now I'm really tired I'm talking to my two friends online one is horny&hungry and the other I really have no clue last I heard he was perky now im not so sure. Well now the perky one is hungry and now im fucking hungry!

^_^

2001-08-11T09:53:51Z

Well this my first one so bare with me.
Today I was confused about some things concerning my macho boyfriend. My two friends Kiel-chan and Aaron-chan gave me a little talk. I really appriciated that. I love you boys! ^_^ I'm going to seriously think about what I do from now on and I'm going to get a hold on my relationship or else he's gonna get dumped AGAIN be me. Well other then that today was rather boring I did almost nothing and now I'm getting kinda tired. Well I'll leave you Journal at that.